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Wishing and Hoping….

on October 27, 2011

Shorty here….

Well it’s 4DPO, and I’m getting anxious. I’m really hopeful that this worked, and I feel our timing was perfect, Amazon had a positive OPK at the perfect timing, and all her body signs were perfect at the right time. Normally I’m really good about waiting, I’m not usually impatient, and can go about my days as normal without obsessing over the what if’s or events that are coming up. I just let them happen when they are supposed to. This TWW however has me obsessing, sitting at work daydreaming about baby working hard. Browsing Dr. Google for pregnancy symptoms and how soon they start. So much for me being the patient one,  I just want to know and I want to know RIGHT NOW. I’m wishing for the next week to fly right along…and my days are dragging on of course….grumble.

I think I’m more excited and hopeful this time around then I was when we tried in the spring and I was the oven. I didn’t feel confident in our timing or my body signs at all. I know that I will be more disappointed if this round doesn’t work then I was when our first round didn’t work.

I have a feeling I’m going to drive Amazon crazy, with my are you pregnant yet?
Feeling anything yet? Are your Ta Ta’s sore?  etc etc, a hundred times a day. Not to mention everytime she mentions that she’s slightly nausea’s, I shout a loud YAY and do a happy dance pat her back and tell her how sorry I am that she feels nausea’s.

So on 4DPO there’s no solid proof that there is a bun in the oven, but I’m going with the PUPO way of thinking, and continue to kiss her belly goodnight.

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2 responses to “Wishing and Hoping….

  1. candice says:

    waiting is the shitty part of this whole thing.

  2. Nina says:

    Fingers crossed that the tww anxiety is waning, although for me it is worst during the last few days, and that soon you will have happy news to share. Hang in there as eventually it will work.

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